Two months! That’s long. I decided to start writing again after this long, perhaps one of the triggers is the Orlando massacre. It’s a heartbreaking news, that the world LGBT community has to face. And also a big eye opener about life itself. I know it’s not a lot, but I would like to dedicate this post to Orlando, to the victims and their family. I salute them for the courage to live life and inspired people like me to live mine. Rest in peace.
I realized ranting about my life in these two months is so absurd comparing to the loss and sorrow in Orlando. This made me appreciate life more, inspired me to look at life differently. Sure, I faced problems in life, who doesn’t? But it’s time to live again.
I met a wonderful person recently, a lady who taught me about patience and living life fully each day. And with each day passing, I learn to know her slowly, likewise and allowing the natural feelings fall into place gently. She doesn’t play games with my heart, made it clear from the day we are interested in each other. The times we spent together, in the knowing process made me treasure this person more. Time became a beautiful thing that runs through our lives. I knew, the patience will make it all the more rewarding in the future. She introduced a pace which is good for me as well, as I stabilized my career. Such pace also allowed me to see further than just long term – I see the real life partner in her.
As much as I struggled in my work, I find myself more mature and wanting to be better rather than excessively rich, to be secure than be famous, to love and be loved rather than “just another romance”. Life has its silver lining, I can start see it at last.